I think what sucks the most is I thought you meant what you said, but you just jump from girl to girl at the moment, saying the right things. I know you’re hurt but still that’s no excuse.
+
Your words confuse me. I can’t even begin to explain what talking to you does to me. I don’t know where we stand, I never really have. I just do whatever makes you happy, and I’m trying my best to make you happy. I just don’t want to keep getting hurt. I love you, more than words can say. I always will and you will always have a place in my heart, but maybe it’s one sided, and maybe you have no idea. I’m not sure and I hate bringing it up because we just fight and that’s what made us have this space between us from the beginning is that we both hate having to explain what we think and feel. I wish things were simple for us, because you deserve happiness and I want to be the one making you happy. I just hope that you are happy. <3
+
You did this, here we are again in the same spot that we were last time. Excuses and lies. The never ending loop with you, you need this drama, you feed of it. I have noticed that I feel less worried, and less stressed without you, and I love it. I have also noticed that when we spoke, that all you ever did was talk about yourself, and I never noticed until now that you never really cared about anyone but yourself. I didn’t fight this time, to keep you around. You can walk away, you can replace me and act like I haven’t been there for you for so long. But when she leaves and you have nothing, you can’t come back to me and act like you messed up. You don’t care what you realise in the mean time and I don’t care about you anymore. You can’t come back into my life, ever again. I never thought I’d say this to you, we loved each other so much. But you can’t come back, anymore.
+
Most people, would regret what happened with us. Most people, wouldn’t want anything to do with you, but me.. I miss you, I miss everything about you, I miss you like crazy. Distance was always a big factor and the amount of times I would have changed that I cannot even explain. I always blamed things on distance and bad timing or mistakes. I always said that it was okay because people make mistakes, that there was this giant distance between us but I don’t know anymore, I think I made up excuses to protect you, to protect us. No one understood what I saw in you and maybe I didn’t either because now I understand it, I see that no matter what I feel, or how many excuse I make for you, the distance will still be there and you still won’t care. I just wish you knew one thing, I’d still do anything for you.
+
I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how much I adore. I want to tell you how much I need you. I want to tell you how much you mean to me. I want to tell you how much I love you. I wish I could tell you what you mean to me and why. I wish I could explain what I feel and maybe you could piece it all together and it would work out. You get my twisted mind and you make me smile and that’s all that I need. You are all that I need.
+Anonymous asked: do you look decent when you wake up? will this weekend be a good one? the last person that made you angry, did you tell them? is it hard to make you laugh? do you remember who you liked this time 3 years ago? have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? what do you think about before you go to sleep? when was the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? what are you currently listening to? ever truly hated yourself?
do you look decent when you wake up? god no! haha
will this weekend be a good one? i’m babysitting the whole weekend :L so maybe, depends on how it goes! :)
the last person that made you angry, did you tell them? yep!
is it hard to make you laugh? nopee! really easy hah!
do you remember who you liked this time 3 years ago? prob corey :/ iduno.
have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yes!
what do you think about before you go to sleep? stuff i shouldn’t :(
when was the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? earlier today!
what are you currently listening to? maroon5
ever truly hated yourself? yep. everyday :/
